Waiting patiently for God.


It is Wednesday, May 16, 2018 and as I sit at the park watching my daughter play at the playground, I begin to think about everything that has happened in my life, the good and the bad. Growing up in church I’ve come across multiple Pastors & Ministers that tell me I’m going to be very successful one day, you’re going to do this and that. & I am a firm believer in everything they told me. But sometimes I wonder when is that huge blessing going to come; I’m praying to God to order my steps, doing everything I believe I’m supposed to, reading the Bible everyday (because the Bible says “Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you” Matthew 6:33). So I’m waiting patiently and patiently for God’s timing. And I’m just saying this from the realistic point of view because I know what I’m supposed to do and that God will come right on time and to just continue to have faith; but when you suffer and suffer so many times and struggle with things sometimes you can’t help but to just think like man when is my breakthrough going to come. Not doubting God in anyway but that’s one of the first things that comes to the head is like man, what am I missing? What am I doing wrong? How long is this test going to be? Am I failing at this test? Am I doing enough? Am I grinding enough to get to where I want? Am I doing my own will and not God's will? All these questions run through my head in a matter of moments. But when I look back and think of all the things that God has done for me already it's like man I can't even be mad. Brought me out of things that I didn't deserve to be brought out of. SERIOUSLY NO JOKE! 

One day I know my day will come and the success will show. I tell myself daily, continue to pray about it, stay reading the Bible and your answer will come. I have BIG BIG Dreams for "Motivv" and I can't wait until my story and my vision can reach people all around the nation.

So this message rant, vent or whatever you want to call it is basically for those people just like me waiting for our big blessing. Let’s stay in the fight, start with the pure motives and keep grinding, the day will come and we’ll look back at times like these and be like  man I remember those days when I would wonder when my blessing would come.  

One thing I’ll never forget is NOTHING WORTH HAVING COMES EASY! 

If you want to achieve big goals and develop yourself, it will take time! 

If you want to achieve big goals and develop yourself, it will take time!